iLisondra

I never thought I would be hurt like this. Never thought this loss would give me pain this much. I have now realized how precious you are. I am writing this in this rainy evening in hopes that it would ease the pain. So I could look back and remember how much I love you, and how much you have loved me. For days I have noticed you wanted attention and I/we neglected you. We did not know the sickness would make you weak. You became weak. Until it lead to this miserable day. Earlier today I was giving you more attention, hoping it would give you stength. You would look at me almost every time I visit you.  We were just looking at each other and when I came back you were gone. The memory of your eyes, in pain and sad, and deep breaths in this day will forever pain me. You would sometimes look away from me, after your deep breaths.  As if to tell me this is the day. It would break my heart every time I see you weak, I wanted to do something to help you. But I did nothing, I could not do any